MY FEELING

dear my blog... aku punya seseorang yang lagi ngisi hati aku nih. selama 2tahun terakhir ..banyak cowok yang dateng. tapi aku belagak pilon plus galak...cuma gak pingin aja pacaran,lagi pula mereka juga bukan orang yang aku mauin kok. gak tau kenapa...dia dateng ,sok akrab gituuu...padahal udah lama banget lost kontak. awalnya sih aku biasa aja..soalnya aku mikir dia cuma temen lama yang aku suka...mungkin gak akan kayak dulu lagi. lama-kelamaan kita sering komunikasi gitu..okedeh cuma SMSan,tapi sms nya kena banget eh. perhatiannn banget jadi orang, gak tau tuh dia suka sama aku apa enggak..hmmmm after a long time....akirnya gak tau kenapa dikit-dikit rasa syg nimbul gitu. hmmmmm.... dia bilang dia juga syg sama aku..tapiii gak tau deh syg nya dia gimana sama aku. mngkin emang cuma sebatas sahabat kali ya :) pingin banget nanya serius sama dia,ntar malah dibilang alay -_- pingin nanya,,,sebenernya perasaan dia tu gimana sih? dia suka gak sih sama aku...kalo gak kan aku bisa perlahan lahan ilangin rasanya inin..gak tau deh gimana caranya. usaha dolooooo.... waktu tuh aku ada bajak hapenya...hmmm iseng aja kirim "i love you" ke temennya yang cewek,issss tapi di bales "too" sama cewek itu. isss langsung nyesek eh dadakuuu ya ALLAH :( gak tau kenapa rasanya tuh beda sama sakit hati biasanya. dia bilang itu cuma temen SD. wajar gak sih...kalo udah punya cowok kelakuannya gitu. ihhhh...kegatelan tuh cewek pingin digaruk sama cintanya dia kali. sadar gak sih woyyy...gue tuh JEALOUS !! sadar gak sih loeeee...sadar nahh pleaseeeee,aku tuh suka sama kamu. kamu gak pernah tegas ya sama perasaan kamu. kalo kamu emang tau si dia punya cowok...kenapa kamu ladenin. ha ! aku cuma gak pingin salah ngelangkah...ntar kalo aku suka sama kamu ,kamunya gak suka. cuma anggep aku sahabat... sadar kah kalo aku pingin lebih dari itu? gak pang...cuman aku pingin jaga komitmen ku dulu lah. aku juga gak mau buru-buru sama kamu. aku takut sakit hati lagi... kalo emang bisa tau perasaanku ,please ngerti ya AGT :) aku nda mau kalo itu cuma PHP alias Pemberi Harapan Palsu :( kebanyakan galau ih...gak baik. ahhh tapi kamunya yang buat aku galauuuuu woyy. bisa gak sih sehari aja gak ngangenin...mungkin kamu tuh terlalu baik buat aku. kenapa sih selalu ngalah kalo aku marah....itudeh salah satunya alasan kenapa aku betah sama kamu,nyaman banget. gak bisa aku marah lama-lama sama kamu. tapi kalo emang perasaanmu gak sama kayak aku ya apa boleh buat. emang mungkin kita takdirnya sahabatan kali ya :) yah kalo emang ada yang lebih baik buat kamu,kenapa enggak kan? kamu sahabat aku,kalo kamu seneng. insyaAllah aku juga bisa seneng kok... *I HOPE YOU CAN READ WHAT I WROTE ON MY BLOG,SO YOU CAN REALIZE*

My short holiday during in yogyakarta ♥

Hey...i wanna tell you guys about my short holiday during in yogyakarta. but it just take a few days in yogya,hmmm...short story maybe ! friday-29/06/12 ♥ pengalaman pertama aku berangkat sendiri ke yogya. okay..mesti safe flight sampe tujuan. sumpah ini nervous,deg²an pastinya,ketakutan,keringetan ! waduh udah kayak perampok ketewaan -_- sebenernya sehari sebelum flight ke yogya,sempet nangiss...pingin cancel flight nya :'( .... tetep aja gak bisa nolak, tiket udah di booking . bisa digebok gue sama emak -_- keesokan harinya, aku udah get ready sama mas ari. hmmm...sedih harus pisah dibandara. beda penerbangan,dia ke jakarta..aku ke yogya. tapi sumpah tu mas ari baiknya naujuuu ujuuuu...check in di anter,sampe waiting room pula. yaaaa dijagain ,walaupun lewat wall glasses... sampe akhirnya udah on the way to the airplane..pasang muka bete •bawaan berat• gilaaaa di pesawat ngantuk banget,gak ada yang bisa disenderin..samping kiri kanan bapak² pulaaa,waduwww -_-" sempet bete sepanjang perjalanan ,gila yaaa...aku orang terakhir dan paling terakhir yang turun dari pesawat. udah kayak anak ilang aja :D untung mas panggih,om yono sama ayu ikut serta jemput guweee gettooo :D ok. guweee pulang ~ ternyata jarak dari bandara ke kerumah gak sedekat yang kubayangin yah ,jauh bener dah untung gak ketiduran -_- sudahnya nyampe tanpaaaa ganti baju,makan,sholat udah lupa •maap ya ALLAH• capek banget,TEPARRR deh akhirnya ~ paginya bangun,sholat,mandi,and then GOWESS with my older sista AYU :* keliling alun-alun hmmm so beautiful :) and it take a few hours. mastikan guweeee harus jalan-jalan keliling yogya..nda taunya sore harus ke tempat si mbok (my sweet grandma)... nda kebayang sudah gimana rasanya ketemu mas wahyu disanaa....auwhhh seneng banget. because he's one of my favourite brother. no,i mean he's the best one. think of one thousand times ! hehehe... ehh tau parahnya lagi aku kesana mesti naik kereta api ,yang didalemnya there are so many people who are stayed at the seat,and you couldn't count with your fingers ! maksudku ya bukan 21 ya -_- i mean more than you're realize ! GET IT sumpah ini mesti bediri satu jam lewatttttt....capeknya gak ketulungan :( ,ada ayu pula. tapi alhamdulillah deh ada ayu,jadi ada temen. soalnya kalo aku liat nih mas panggih orangnya betul-betul ketutup ,dan gak banyak omong. ok aku bisa maklumin :) nyampe deh udah disana...ada mas wahyuuuu :o oh my GOD ! i feel so emmmmmmmm.... bukan cuma mas wahyu aja sih,masih banyak kok orang-orang disana. apalagi sudah ada si mbok,bude,dkk ! waduhh sudah di kelilingin kayak target utama yang dimintain keterangan tentang kejadian perkara *alay* sudah malem banget,belum sih tapi sudah kayak jam 12 lewat disana tuh gelap gila. sampe tidur aja aku harus minta temenin..hmmm *SEREM PAK* pagiii tibaaa....gak sadar,disampingku cuma sebuah guling dan bertemankan selimut. so cold theree...my body is such being froze :o *wihiwwwww* belakang rumah ada sawah...hmmm lebih nyaman deh,udaranya tu lohhh nda ada tanding,enggak kayak di balikpapan. bentar-bentar asapppp..asapppp. BEING CRAZY.. ada adek ayu yang selalu menemaniku disetiap perjalananku,such a soldier :D selama disana dia jadi petanya aku,jadi photographku pass di sawah ! gilaaa disana banyak banget ayamnya...nda tau tau depan belakang kanan kiri ayam semua,sampe dalem mungkin. huh ngebetein siangnya aku di ajak jalan-alan sama mas wahyu,diajak nyekar juga ketempatnya pak wo..*berdoa* sampe sore deh aku sama mas wahyu...abis itu aku balik lagi ke jogja di jemput om yono :D yogyaaaaa.....actually i love stayed in yogyaa ♥ tapi waktunya gak lama,sumpah deh itu bukan kayak liburan buat aku :( okeh ! aku sempetin lagi buat jalan-jalan ..bener-bener gak mau lewatin yogya. waktu gowess..bener-bener di bawa extreme sama ayu..tuh anak emang gak ada matinya,pemeberani iya,cerewet juga iya.... lagaknya udah kayak orang gede,aku aja belum tentu bisa kayak gtu -_- next time ya aku di ajak ke taman pintar yang jaraknya agak jauh dari rumah,becauseee of whattt....mengeendarai sepeda . sumpah capek,keringetan,kayak orang gila. rembes bukan main... next time nih aku jalan-jalan sama mas arii...auwhhhh sampe tanggal terakhir aku pulang,mas ari jadi punyaku deh. temen jalan-jalan keliling yogya. waktu tu aku di ajak ke kaliurang,tempat gunung merapi waktu itu. aku kira ada apaan di dalemnya...sekalinya dimana mana ada monyet. nyerah nyerah...nda mau overcome sama monyet. gila ya,bisa digigit kali aku ini -_- mending main ayunan..lama banget enggak nyentuh ayunan, seneng banget...*syungggggggg* abis pulang dari kaliurang...makan mie ayam sama mas ari. emmmm...aku cerita gini jadi pingin deh makan lagi :''''' and then...keliling lagi ke malioboro sampe malem hahaha :D tuh si mas ari emang jago ya nawar sesuatu..aku aja nda bisa.hmmmmmm belanja ini itu....sebenernya gak puas,tapi mau gimana,waktunya sekumprit. jadi cuma bisa di situ-situ aja deh. next day,aku pulang lagi ke purworejo..balik lagi ke yogya. ini liburan di jalan raya kali ya... transit ke surabaya 8 jam *mati* naik bus,bayangin. bikin mual ajaa... okedeh udah nyampe di juanda's airport. nunggu ,check in...waiting room ! ternyata pesawatnya di delay pemirsaaaa... bete bete bete...kan gak suka nunggu :( akhirnya masuk pesawat....alhamdulillah safe flight sampe balikpapan,my real town :) guys...i just can tell you about this. short story,right? gue bilang juga apaa...ini makan wktu dijalan,bukan liburan mah ini. hehehe....sorry kalo ada salah kata dari ceritaya. penerima kritikan nih :)

Fun. and Hayley Williams Pair Up for Gotye Cover

As acts that seemingly came out of nowhere to score the year’s two biggest hits so far, fun. and Gotye have a lot in common. The guys of fun. have paid tribute to their fellow chart-topper with a cover of ‘Somebody That I Used to Know’ featuring Hayley Williams of Paramore. The song was recorded for fun.’s appearance in the BBC Radio 1 Live Lounge. Though it sounds like the singers were in the same studio, the network reports that fun. were near London, while Williams sang her part from back in Los Angeles. The fun. cover keeps it simple with a piano intro and acoustic guitar instrumentation throughout. Gotye called the ‘Glee’ cover of ‘Somebody That I Used to Know’ “dinky” and “wrong,” so we’re curious to hear what he thinks of the fun. and Williams version of his song. To our ears, it sounds a bit less emotional than the original, probably because of the polished vocals of fun. singer Nate Ruess. Gotye’s original recording with Kimbra has now spent five weeks at No. 1 in the U.S., one week short of the six-week run of fun.’s ‘We Are Young.’

BEST RED HAIR

We’ve already had you vote on which starlet has the best blue hair and the best blonde hair, so it was only a matter of time before the redheads had to duke it out. In the running this time around is Paramore frontwoman Hayley Williams, Florence Welch of Florence + the Machine, Rihanna, Neon Hitch and Demi Lovato. So, who rocks red hair the best out of these starlets? Hayley Williams wasn’t born a redhead, but she always felt deep down she was meant to have fiery locks to match her firecracker attitude. She’s been rocking the bright shade ever since she could dye her hair! Unlike Williams, Ms. Welch rocks a much more natural shade of red, and her hair has a more auburn color that suggests God gifted her with this unique pigment as opposed to a stylist. Unlike Williams and Welch, whose red hair is now a signature part of their looks, Rihanna dyes her hair almost as often as she changes her clothes. She’s had brown hair, blond hair, black hair, but we’ve gotta say, we really thought she looked extra gorgeous with the vibrant red shade she debuted in 2011. Neon Hitch is another beauty whose red hair just takes her sex appeal to a whole new level. Her luscious, voluminous red locks really work well for her. Finally, there’s Demi Lovato, who is another famous hair chameleon. While she’s changed her hair color a lot over the past year, Lovato’s deep red shade makes her stand out and gives an edgy flair. We absolutely love her long wavy locks in any color, but the darker red looks amazing on Lovato.

miss ♥

ini waktu sama nadiaaa,can't forget about this moment ♥

past tense

wkwkw gambar jadul,waktu aku masi SMP nih. ada mas yun,abi,aku (jeje) ...pingin flash-back aja sih ♥

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holaaaa,boa noite ♥ malem ini satnite,yahh dirumah lagi. gagal hangout,masalahnya duit lagi plusss mas ari udah come back to bengalon ,so boring guys -,- ,kerumah temen aja cuma nonton film,ya gpp deh buat have fun dikittt... tapi handphone gak krik-krik kok..soalnya ada mas wahyu yang nemenin aku chating :* ,kakak sepupu aku sekaligus google aku... soalnya tiap ditanya jawabannya ada aja alias lengkap sampe akar wihhhhhh :o . mas wahyu udah kayak sahabat aku,soalnya kalo aku galau ngadunya sama dia uuuuu unyu banget ya :D ..tadi ditanya soal kucing,aduhhh jangan nanya deh mas,kucing itu my favourite animal ♥ baru aku jawab se-upil aja dijawab banyak banget,sudah kayak pidato rek :/ nama kucingnya mocii , ♥ katanya mas wahyu,moci ini gendut,suka ngebangunin kalo pagi terus biaya makannya mahal ,padaal kalo diliat* bukan kucing anggora ,tapi lucu banget dehhh ihhhh..sayangnya kucingnya udah gak ada,gara-gara ditabrak mobil :( ,gak jauh beda sama kucing aku,ciko sama pusy ngilang gitu aja,gak tau sudah kemana tuh anak..padahal aku masih pingin punya kucing :'( si ciko yg kurus,si pusy yang gendut,kimbar tapi bedaaa :D ..kembali ke topik atas yaaaa...cerita kucingnya selesaiii...bit bit bit bored,my brother get sleepy and at least he's disappeared (going to sleep) no one can accompany me moreeeee get bored. dia bilang aku disuruh nulis,yang bisa aku tulis yah beginian nih. gak ada lain,aku bukan penulis jadi isinya kacau ... if i see myself..i have no talented,i'm not perfect ,truly unperfect so far from the word "perfect". i'm nothing..bcs i can't do anything. even i try to be like him,can't change myself....there's no idea in my mind. why is so hard to do something newwwww..suck ! i'm sick of this life but i enjoyed it. dunno why,actually, so many things that i should do. so,it's my time to change everything :) no doubt,i'm deserve it YAY !